Sorry. i deleted this post earlier. sarah wanted to see it so here it is:
this is for sarah btw, if you wanna kaypo and see go ahead... but... hm.

OK, sarah. i give up. i'd like to say thank you, for telling me all that. also for apologizing, though i dont know if you really should be. i'd also like to thank you for telling the people out there the truth and not making up any lies about it. sure, maybe that part about what you said i was mistaken. i'll admit it all now. EVERYTHING i did to make you mad is true. probably. i'm not gonna play "innocent little girl" now too. everything you said is true. maybe i thought it didnt matter if i added on cause you wouldnt care. i also thought it would be cleared up soon. i didnt know i was making it much worse just by posting. well, here. i'm not innocent here, i did wrong in this argument too. maybe somewhere in my mind i thought this was fun, actually arguing. maybe not. but i do admit i DID contradict, and i make a new post without thinking of the previous one. oh and by the way, i deleted all that has to do with this argument. they're mostly a bunch of lies anyway. i disgraced myself, my family maybe, by carrying on and finding stuff to argue about. maybe what i was typing about you was actually me. it probably was. to all you people reading my blog. PLEASE dont pity me. i dont want to be pitied. after all, i'm not that innocent too, like she said. thanks also for pointing out this friend problem. yeah, i didnt notice that too, until you pointed that out. you can flame me back about this post too. i'm not gonna say i didnt like what you said. i'm not gonna keep it to myself, because frankly, what i have to keep to myself isnt bad anyway. so all you people out there who noticed like she did, i'm sorry to all of you. i was too busy talking about how i seem friendless when i'm the one who's a lousy friend. well, sarah, I apologize yet again, for thinking you're the one who should be saving this friendship. maybe this is the first time someone's openly insulted me so i jumped right at it, feeling so mad i didnt know what i was doing. i'm gonna go ahead now and TRY to clear it up from my end. i dont wanna fight anymore. it makes my life sadder. i dont want to live a sad life. i WANNA clear it up now. i dont like to fight. i was just mad about someone insulting me OPENLY for the first time. maybe it did me good. So, here's this from me. I'm SORRY. sorry. i dont know if you think it's too late. i hope its not. i apologize, and if we can still be friends, i'll be happy we can still be friends. if we cant, i hope we at least dont fight anymore. about that "i dont care about not being acquaintances" part, it was a lie too. i didnt wanna look "weak" so i tried to act like i didnt care. it actually ended up hurting me more on the inside. WELL HERE it is. i officially give up, and apologize, and admit all is true. even though i didnt know it until you said it. thanks for telling me and i hope we can be friends again. i actually liked being friends with you. i spent a lot of time laughing and sicking around. i guess i never really realized it. i've deleted all those posts, or parts, and here's the apology in writing. so hope this helps.

oh crap. it's one big lump. AH WELL. post later. got stuff to do. ahem. :D
BYEBYE

Her name is Laura Ysetta Mendoza Raquepo[go on. pronounce it]
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SHE's in ONE-LYSTRA.
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[X]Jonas Brothers Jonas Brothers Album [YESSSSSS]
[]Jonas Brothers A Little Bit Longer Album [17.50!!!]
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[]An iPhone [i can dream, cant i?]
[]Reasonable Grades 2008, 2009
[halfway there]Learn to play the Guitar [:DD]
[X]An electric guitar [YEAH. Asking my uncle for HIS. :DDDDD]
[]Learn to play the ELECTRIC guitar. [:DDD]

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