I shall talk about my mood today, coz i am bored and there is nothing to talk about. and i want to let out my "feelings" [if it's like that] so i wont feel emo any time soon. good plan no? ^^
I felt emo. Yes, for the first time this year, i actually felt really emo. IT WAS SO SURPRISING.
how sad is tat.
why was i emo? this whole time [ after the holidays before i married iris^^] i felt so left out. everyone had their own pair. everyone knew who to go with if the teacher said "find a partner" i NEVER had two occasions in a row where my partner was the same. all the ppl who i wanted to be my partner were with someone else. i felt so lost. like in bio.
and also i felt emo coz i heard from someone [not telling who] that i snatched rong ying away during one of their conversations, and didnt say anything. i didnt know she was in a conversation. plus, she's like one of the ppl i think are really my friends, so i value her friendship. and i stick to her.
there. ppl. now you know. i stick to ppl i think are my genuine friends and i admire them or really like them. i felt like rong ying could be one of them. and some other ppl. so dont complain that i'm sticking to you coz if i do that then you know i regard you as a true close friend. like someone who did. i was pissed at that someone at the time, but since i tend to forgive and forget, like my mum [YAY MOMMY~] i dont wanna be pissed at her now too.
until iris came along i was so lonely wen it came to pairs. i would look around the classroom and see everyone paired with another person. i felt like some kind of outsider. then i realized if ppl were given a chance to go with hu they want i would be standing there alone. and if there were only pairs of friends and not big groups, i would have nowhere to go. i didnt even have a friend i could always go with. it was like primary school all over again. it was like that too in tao nan. and SACPS. i thought at first it was coz i was foreign... and then if it was coz i was just a weirdo. even now i dunno why.
BUT NOW~ i feel so happy that iris is in my life!~ she's so nice lah. she bought me ice cream on yoof day celebration and stuck up for me wen lin min was harassing me [lol i was seriously thankful for that. luckily she scares lin min]. I LOVE YOU~
and now we can pair together for stuff, and we can be close friends and support each other for everything~ we can even be best friends now. which is why i stopped being emo this afternoon. HAHA LOL IT SEEMS TO ACCORDING TO SOME SCHEDULE.
so there. i dont feel emo anymore. maybe penting out your emo-ness works like anger. PUNCHING A PILLOW HELPS. and since my daddy is a bolster...
JIAN CHONG~ I NEED TO PUNCH YOU NOW OR I SHALL BE EMO FOR THE REST OF THE... MONTH~
yesh. jian chong. i have to punch you. good for you. you should be happy. haha.
OK. now i shall end this emo post and promise: you will never seet this kind of post on my blog again. I THINK.
-evil laugh-

BYEZ~

Her name is Laura Ysetta Mendoza Raquepo[go on. pronounce it]
SHE studies in DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL ThebestestschoolEVER.
SHE's in ONE-LYSTRA.
HER CCA is SYMPHONIC BAND|trombone
SHE loves chocolate and is a complete RETARD. yay.
REMEMBER 3 DECEMBER.

WISHLIST!!!

[X]Jonas Brothers Jonas Brothers Album [YESSSSSS]
[]Jonas Brothers A Little Bit Longer Album [17.50!!!]
[]Go to a JB concert [-sigh-]
[]My own tablet PC [i've only got the school's... D:]
[]An iPhone [i can dream, cant i?]
[]Reasonable Grades 2008, 2009
[halfway there]Learn to play the Guitar [:DD]
[X]An electric guitar [YEAH. Asking my uncle for HIS. :DDDDD]
[]Learn to play the ELECTRIC guitar. [:DDD]

JONAS BROTHERS ROCK MY WORLD.

THE EGG SONG. THE EGG SONG IS LOVE.